1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

Looking into someone’s eyes when I am telling them how I feel.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?

It was because of jealousy, and I do still feel the same.

3.  You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?

I call Jordan. I tell him I Love him and I confess every piece of me.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?

I tell a few people. Only my close loved ones. I do everything I’ve ever wanted. I’d go back to Oklahoma to see my family for the last time. I take Jordan with me where ever I went. I spend every moment doing something with someone. I apologize for my wrong doings and I make peace.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.

Trust, because without trust, Love fails regardless.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?

I save the dog. I may be scared of them, but it’s a dog! Fuck that cunt of a boss.

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?

I’d rather not be hurt at all, but preferably by Kalila, the one I trust most.

Actually Jordan and Lila are tied xP

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?

I tell them I love them, but not that way, and I just want to stay friends. But I’ll say it in the nicest way possible, of course.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?

Of course I do it. He deserves all the time he can get. He made every hour count.

Damn, I miss Bobby.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

Most days.

11. Does love = sex?

I believe Love includes sex, sex is healthy in a relationship, but it is not necessary. Love is more powerful than sex.

12. Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?

Depends on my situation, honestly.

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?

It was about a month ago. My friend confessed to me their feelings and I had to tell them that I no longer felt the same.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?

Telling them I Love them. I was nervous and scared and did not want to be rejected. 

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?

Physical object? My means of communication. I have to be able to talk to others or I get upset. xP

Otherwise? My relationship. It would be hard because it is one of the most important pieces in my life right now (right under changing myself). I don’t ever want to be without my JoJo. :x

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?

Today, over facebook, my best friend Kalila.

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?

I would change the moment I texted my old friend. I realized he no longer wants to keep communication so I’m staying away from him.

18. Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?

JoJo, of course. He would keep me safe and warm.

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?

I don’t have a clue. If he was miserable, no. I’d let him go. 

But if he was happy, yeah i would, regardless of disease.

20. There is no 20 xD

21. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?

I let my grandmother go. She had a chance to live her life. The newborn hasn’t.

22. Are you old fashioned?

I don’t think so xD

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?

Lately, I have been nice to my brother just cuz he is my brother. I don’t expect money or favors or anything. I just want to make our relationship better.

24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?

True Love with a guarantee of a broken heart. I’d rather Love and get hurt than never Love at all. It’s happened before. All it’s done is make me stronger. It is what is it.

25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

If I could do anything, I would destroy the jealousy I have left in my heart. It would improve myself a lot and heal my relationship.